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hey. my name is minqi!I am trying to bring the best out of myself and others, believing that crazy people change the world! so weather :D |
Sunday, October 30, 2005 2:57 PM
hey peepx.today i hadd band prac.wow.during morning prac, mi n jiayi skipped a lot caz got lots of admin stuff to do den went to join colourguards for few minutes only.haha.den lunch.den do strokes under the hot and glaring sun.haha..den at one point of time i thought of my father n wad he did last night was reeally a nightmare..well its really personal n i dun feel like speaking.lolx.den i wept..n wept n wept in front of whole colourguards.haiz.was sho embarassed..whole eyes red red den kept on tinking of bad things..n oh..calmed down a bit but in the end when i went to the bus-stop after dismissal..i was alone n i cried again..den went home was quite frightened and afraid.but i prayed with my aunt and hope for things to be better..well God really fulfilled my needs and he really improved the situation.now im feeling definitely better and thank god.today was really tough dayy for mi as i had to overcome my fears..it was a feeling like as if i've juz came back from the hell gates.haizz..dun worry bout mi frenx.im fine de..thkx for being there to support n encourage me.. |