my eyes are juz too tired to open. today is the cremation of my beloved grandfather and our whole family were crying our hearts out.well

Psalms 23;

The Lord is my shepherd; i shall not want.He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name's sake. Yea, though i walk through the valley of shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You annoint my head with oil; my cup runs over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And i will dwell in the house of the LORD Forever.

yes as this verse says i will fear no evil for your rod and your staff they comfort me. I wanna pray that may the Holy Spirit come and comfort each and every one in my family, esp during this period. Thank You Lord.I oso pray that they are now more open to gospels and they will become believers of Jesus Christ in no time.Amen!

lastly i really apprecaiate my dearest w372. You guys came everyday without fail to accompany me.really thank you all.I wanna apologise if i didnt serve u guys well.Thanks for coming.

and next thing, my best fren ms tan XiangWei- though she didnt come to the wake, but she is the only one who msg me and give me all the updates in school, band etc.Thank You and love ya. I now know who are my real friends. I know maybe its my fault to say this but i want to say it nonetheless. None of my classmates drop me a msg even to comfort me; for this i am utterly disappointed. maybe this is my life, friends come and go but only true friends stay. yeah for this incident i have a clear understanding.

for my dear friends who are reading this, maybe u didnt get to know about this incident. so sorry then.

okay back to real life, i have nt been attending school for 3 days already and i dun feel like going back too. I know i've missed quite a bit but i will try to catch up. i promise i will study hard for the sake of my ah gong in heaven!~okay this is real long post.i gotta stop here.bb