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hey. my name is minqi!
I am trying to bring the best out of myself and others, believing that crazy people change the world! so

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Friday, May 14, 2010 11:54 PM
hmm just to evaluate myself!

i felt that i have not done enough, this is not my bestest.
am i wearing a lot of masks? facades they call it. sometimes i felt that i only know how to say but truly actions speaks louder than words. how can i show that i really care and love people? it is through my ACTIONS!!! saying that i love people fervently, but seeing that i do nothing, am i lying? sighs.

i dunno why, my carnal flesh kept asking me not to do it. but i know i should. at least call the people and make sure that they are well and healthy sheep.. sighs. i want to do greater things, not me but by the spirit! jiayou!

also i have anxiety inside of me caz cell group multiplication is really soon and firstly, i dunno if i am ready to take a group, the kind of stress and worry.. secondly, i dunno if i have the confidence to grow the group! dunno why but i still feel like being under a leader.. like the young is not ready to flap its wings and soar, ahha.

but trust God! in anything and everything, i got to put my trust in God the Almighty! XD

haaa. now alone at home, tidus is sleeping and I have no social life. today is friday and how can one be home on a friday night? ahahha :X praise God, today i went to suntec to help MJ to run an errand with felicia! it was really fruitful and i discovered new places in Singapore. We even saw Belinda filming around bugis area! ahhaa was a great time though short one.

pon-tanned today. didnt go to work! due to parents not home and i got to be a stay-home sis! is ok, got some pocket money from mum~ and i really need money and i really need a JOB! job pls come! i will be prosperous in Jesus' name! confess the word and I will have it! :)

tmr is Asia Conference Captain's Ball Semi finals! some of our secondary cg members will be playing!! jiayou jiayou! we'll be there to cheer u guys up and support u guys! jiayou!!!!

e149 will be the Asia Conference CG of the year 2010!! <3