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hey. my name is minqi!I am trying to bring the best out of myself and others, believing that crazy people change the world! so
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Friday, May 21, 2010 10:31 PM
oh man! it's nightmare again! :( simply living in this kind of condition really is a torture! let GOd Arise!!!
in such a situation, really let God arise! man! this afternoon played the guitar and worshipped for 1 hr! wow! first time play until the thumb and fingers numbed, until now also! ahhaa praise God, presence of God filled the whole room and I wept! man! awesome time! thank God for His presence and power! XD
went to grandma's place to hide, but got kinda harassed by dad on the phone, like a mad woman i screamt at the roadside, cried along the roadside and like arghhh!! couldn't control myself and cried when my ZS called me. :( man! embarassed. is like a sudden outpour of rain out of nowhere, my tears just keep coming and I was like AH! :(
I am really really thankful and grateful to God that I have such good leaders. I want to be like them and inculcate the DNA inside of me to really care and love people with no strings attached. just a 5-10 minute talk and presence of being there, really matters and now I understand! next time if any member or friend need any helpor SOS, if i cannot do anything, all I can do is to really offer my presence. just like God, a very present help in times of need.
Believing that really this is spiritual warfare, just before Asia Conference and CG multiplication, SATAN I will not begged down by this! although this is really torturing, but I will nvr give up! :) I know that my God will bring me through and we will emerge victorious not just this time but every time!
I LOVE JESUS! <3
so excited for AC, CG multiplication and tmr's zone prayer meeting!!!! WOOHOOOOOS!